I’ve just been disappointing a lot of people lately. I don’t really have anyone or anywhere to go to. I mean, for awhile, I just like to sit alone and cry. I’ll fall asleep crying, I’ll wake up crying, I’ll drive to school and cry, I’ll cry alone at work. It’s sickening. And I do it because, what else is there to do when your mom tells you that you’re dead to her, or when your dad tells you that his life would be easier without you in it. It sucks to know that no one is proud of you, or cares about you. I’m just a burden to everyone, and I feel like I’m even starting to burden myself. I just don’t know where to go from here..
the country men assholes who live next to us has a sign on their house that reads
"Unless you’re Tim Mcgraw…
or God, leave your boots at the door”
and i just can’t wrap my head around it
Yeah I know why would they put the same person twice